June 13, 2010
Back in the 80’s when I was little I was always wanting to write a story about the bad guy winning. Or at least how the bad guy thought he was doing good. Just because we never saw the story from the bad guy’s perspective and it was something different.
Over the years I know I’ve changed morally. I believe we now glorify the bad guy. So the very thing I wished, has been granted and turned against me. It wouldn’t be so bad if it were just simple things like in fantasy stories where the vampires are no longer monsters but the heroes and where dragons instead of being beasts to be feared were sentient beings to be befriended. But now it’s the rapper who kids idolize his drug addicted way of life. The criminal who helps the FBI catch other bad guys. The murderer having his face splashed across the screen making him known to all and nearly made into a hero himself.
It has gone from being an original story to every day life, and it’s somewhat sickening. I understand and appreciate that people like to seek out the dark and mysterious. It’s human nature to wish to explore and learn about all things, especially those forbidden to us, because we must experience for ourselves why they are forbidden to us. But why, for god’s sake, must we put the bad boy on to a pedestal.
I used to think shows from the 50’s even all the way through the 80’s with their perfect families and such were so trite. However, I see their value now. It’s not saying that the world is perfect and ignoring all the bad things in life. No, they’re saying, this is what we should strive for.
Should a woman bend her will to her husband, have his dinner ready when he gets home, etc? No, but she should have respect for her husband, and he for her. It’s the values and morals of these old fashioned ideas that this world is losing and it’s taking our humanity with it. Divorce is high now, not because a husband beats his wife, but because they’re simply tired of each other. It’s all too easy because we’ve already let the bad guys win.
Loyalty means nothing, hell, there’s even loyalty among thieves and yet there is none between husband and wife. Honor, most criminals have a code of honor, or at least they used to, but that’s all been blown out the window. It is in these difficult economic times that we mustn’t let loose of our morals. They are being tested as well as our will, and if we let go of them than the world would certainly become dark. And what then would we have to look forward to? What hope would we have? We’d only have old 50’s tv shows that we wouldn’t even understand.
June 9, 2010
Originally posted October 17th, 2005
When Descartes said “I think, therefore I am.” he was saying that he doesn’t know if anything outside his own imagination exists but he knew he did.
How true is this? How do we know that thinking is a function of life? Animals think, therefore they must be alive right? Well what about plants? True Descartes was probably only referring to sentient beings but was he?
As another great philosopher ironically put it; “How do we know we don’t exist in a box sitting on someone’s table.” Here Picard was speaking of a “trapped” Hollographic, i.e. virtual, i.e. NOT ALIVE, Moriarty and the ironic part comes in that Picard is just that, a fictitious character being projected onto the inside of a box sitting on a table that we were watching. While many Trekkies would argue that Picard very much is alive, he is not. He thinks he’s alive but he’s not real.
Of course Descartes accounts for this ultimately saying you may think your alive but he doesn’t know that, he only knows he’s alive. Therefore, for all we know, Picard may be alive.
Are you going in circles yet?
May 26, 2010
I guess my life hasn’t been too interesting lately. I have nothing to rant about. The closest I’ve come is a video game I’ve been waiting for for a couple years has been released but only on PS3 and I’m not about to buy one just for that game.
The rest of my life has been fairly uneventful. I could rant how I’m stuck and not able to travel much lately, but that’s not much to go on about. So go ahead and rant over how much I’m not ranting, that’ll give me something to rant about.
In the meantime enjoy my older ones and maybe I’ll finish posting them too.
May 26, 2010
Originally posted on September 15, 2005
Okay, given how much my profile says I like Sci-Fi this had to come up sometime.
Life outside our little world. It’s not that I don’t believe in God. I do, I just don’t think he’s as small and focused as everyone else does. I think there’s a grander plan and we’re merely one small piece of it. As small as an atom or molecule? Maybe, given the size of the universe, but maybe not.
Why make us so intelligent if that were so. Are we only intelligent enough to just go around building things and interacting with each other like an ant colony? I don’t think so.
Why make us so intelligent and have only ourselves to interact with? Perhaps we’re not intelligent enough to interact with others, maybe we’re not grown up enough. That is a different subject.
We’ve seen other animals on this planet evolve, even if creationists are right there’s plenty of evidence they can see with their own eyes that animals learn grow and adapt over time. We’ve also seen evidence of bacteria on other planets. So what is to say that some bacteria somewhere amongst those billions of planets circling millions of stars there isn’t one planet where some form of life, intelligent or not hasn’t taken root.
And for those creationists out there how about this. What if there is non-inteligent life on other planets put there by God just for us lowly humans to find once we go out into space and use as another food source or what not? Maybe one’s already setup and ready for us. I mean we will eventually leave this planet and go to colonize another world. God may have put us on this planet but if he meant for us to stay here why show us the rest of the universe for us to become curious about and allow us to develop the technology to leave?
Still wouldn’t that make you feel lonely. To go all that way to another planet and find this great world full of life but no one to talk to about it other than the people you went with? I’m sure some scientists would love it for it gives them plenty to study.
That is until some alien comes swooping down on them and kills them all for poaching their livestock planet.
Okay, maybe that’s a little far fetched. I really don’t believe these stories of aliens visiting us and abducting us. I truly don’t think we’re that interesting. I mean if they have the technology to come all the way out here why would they care about us who can barely get past our own gravity well?
Maybe one day we will meet other intelligent life forms it will just be a very long time from now. And what would they look like? If we’re truly formed in God’s image did he form all the others in his image as well? I mean why should we be so egotistical to think we’re special and the only ones he did so with? Even so would the environment on alien worlds allow them to evolve the same as us? If so would that not be a bad thing, I mean look at our society.
Hmmm… I’m digressing. Yes, I believe there are other intelligent life out there. Where, why and how are still questionable.
March 26, 2010
Originally posted on August 18, 2005
I’m finding it more and more important in entertainment to have a good story Or is that to have good entertainment in a story?
Oh sure at one time it was good enough to have a few guys dressed up as knights clacking coconuts together for a laugh but nonsensical fun can only go so far. That was when film was still a novelty. Okay, even today there’s not that many movies with decent stories, then again there’s not many decent movies period. No classics to be sure, just sequels.
It seems Hollywood has run out of original stories and so now it’s up to another entertainment form to be the storyteller. Games. They are taking the best of both worlds. The original stories that once upon a time you just sat back and listened to or watched and the interaction of puzzles and things that make your brain work. Thus immersing the player fully into the story. (Well not quite, that will come with holodecks)
This is not a new thing either. Adventure games have been doing this for over 20 years. Also edutainment titles almost as long, though most are geared towards young children. More recently though people playing First Person Shooters are becoming bored with shooting the same monsters over and over. So all our kids (and some adults) who sit in front of the computer 5 or more hours a day are becoming bored once again. Enter the story driven game. Now they can still run around shooting monsters, jumping on platforms, and going on quests but now they have a purpose. Strange stories involving photographing aliens to unravel a mystery or entering someone else’s mind to stop kids from being kidnapped have come around because of this.
So the good thing is people are starting to appreciate the power of a solid story. And yet we may be loosing something in our lives from this. As one story is just a varient of another, (how many times can you watch two people fall in love?) we are going extreme and loosing ourselves in stories that are not true. Our own history bores us. We no longer wish to sit around the fire while grandpa tells us of his war stories, or grandma of how she met grandpa. No we’d rather immerse ourselves in fictional worlds. Sensationalism is key now.
Okay some things like certain reality shows have the sensationalism and “real” life stories of everyday people. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not endorsing reality shows. I hate them in fact. I think they are the opposite of what is needed. While a cultural study on them would be interesting, if not scary, they don’t have much historical value.
Of course history wasn’t exactly my favorite subject in school. I have found, however, that as one grows older history becomes more interesting. Or maybe it’s just because it’s being presented in a more interesting form than a text book.
Some of the more interesting adventure games I’ve come across are based on historical events or has elements of history that one needs to know in order to finish the game. Sometimes, as with all entertainment, the actual facts are distorted, stretched, or otherwise right out lies, yet something can be garnered from these things. For example one of my all time favorite games, Gabriel Knight 3, has this completely interesting intrigue story based on real history. However the story takes some of these facts and makes its own conclusions where it has you in the end saving the world from vampires. Yet I still learned a lot from this game about Rennes-le-Chateau in France, the Templars and Catholicism.
If more stories could be told in interesting fashion like this one without the extreme sensationalism and misleading facts we might not lose so much of ourselves.
Author’s Post Script
Sometimes I feel like a hypocrite. After all I’m contributing to this escapism. I’ve created a few new universes that have nothing to do with history or something for the young to learn from. And yet I’m a sucker for a good story, my own, a game, or even a movie. And sometimes I like to find out Who’s on First even if it doesn’t have a happy ending.
In the end does it really matter?
I don’t know.
March 24, 2010
I don’t normally write about politics, I try to stay out of it as much as possible, but there are times that I get upset at my own friends for their short sightedness. Now, I will also admit that I don’t know much about what is in this new Health Care Plan, but I know there are many people against a National Health Care at any cost. These are some of my closest friends and it irks me to no end that they don’t see that there is a need. They don’t see that existing insurance companies are charging through the nose for nothing and offering less and less services. They all seem to believe that if everyone just got a job they wouldn’t need government run health care. They probably also believe that all the money will go straight to illegal immigrants. They probably don’t know that one of their closest friends will soon be needing this Health Care or have none at all. All because she can’t get insurance from a normal insurance company for less than $700 a month.
No one can get health insurance in this country unless they work for a company that subsidizes it or are in perfect health. This “preexisting” bull shit is ruining health care. If we got rid of that one thing we might not need a National Health Care, but the insurance companies would never accept that. The only reason I even have any insurance right now is because my county is good enough to provide me with minimal coverage because I have absolutely no income. If I got sick outside of this county I’m screwed. If I broke my leg in South Dakota they’d have to drive me all the way back home to get it fixed else pay thousands of dollars for ER. With National Health Care I wouldn’t have to worry about what county I’m in.
Sure the bill up for approval is probably not the best, and we’ll probably never have great National Health Care but something is better for nothing. Yes, I could get a job, but then I’ll never get published. And even if I got a job it would only be a part time job that wouldn’t offer Health Care. So what about all those thousands of people who can’t get a job that does offer health care, and I’m not talking about illegals, I’m talking about people who actually are trying to work for a living. Or those that are trying to run their own business. They are working harder than the average American and if they have one little preexisting condition they get rejected and have to worry about having a heart attack. So don’t tell me to get a job to make it all better.
The people who think that and are against National Health Care are the ones who probably voted yes on Prop 8 discriminating against those people who just want to share the rest of their life with the person they love and wouldn’t bother those that already can. But don’t get me started on that one either.
So there you have it, the only political arguments that have ever ignited me and it’s not the politics that get me fired up but the blindness and intolerance of those around me. Let’s all just turn a blind eye to those that need help. Let’s just forget the American dream and let Big Brother take over.
March 18, 2010
Originally posted July 29, 2005
Okay, don’t get too used to me updating so often. This is a once in a lifetime deal. I’ll start my first real entry with something that might stir up some controversy. Go ahead and leave a comment and let me know what you think.
Anyone that knows me knows that occasionally I’ll throw in “It’s all so and so’s fault.” When talking about any random problem. Normally it’s just a passerby that has nothing to do with the said problem.
Now however I believe I have gotten to the root of all problems. It’s all Eve’s fault.
Why Eve? What has she done to deserve this blame? Oh I’m sure you can guess it easily enough. Getting kicked out of Eden is a pretty good start. I mean one little piece of fruit is innocent enough even when you’re told no. I mean who would it hurt?
That’s not the problem though really. I’m sure she was a smart lass and was kind of bored in Eden and wanted to see the rest of the world. She no doubt knew that one had to have some kind of adversarial condition in their life for it to be exciting. She just didn’t realize the consequences.
She and Adam, being kicked out of Eden, needed to recreate the feeling of bliss in some way. After some experimentation, and extreme pain, they discovered the orgasm. Of course because she is the one that sinned hers didn’t come as easy. The real problem here though is as further punishment God decided she would be the one to bear the “fruit” of their entanglement. Perhaps she didn’t realize that consequence either. Or the fact that the result would be children who would inbreed over and over until they produced so many mutated genes they became lawyers, politicians and evangelists.
Of course she had no clue what she was doing she just wanted the best for her children, for them to live better lives and eventually make their way back into Eden. Had she taught them to be tolerant and patient and understanding as any good mother should, one of her sons wouldn’t have killed the other starting off millennium of fighting between people who should be siblings.
Okay, step back, this was supposed to be a simple essay on why my life is messed up not the world. Eve was a woman. Eve was an idiot. Therefore giving all women a bad reputation.
On the same note Eve ate the Forbidden Fruit (some claim to be an apple). Apples are computers. Computers are turning people into vegetables. Therefore computers are evil.
I’m a woman. I work with computers. Therefore I’m screwed.
Then again maybe it’s all God’s fault for being so damn picky over one tree.
Okay religious fanatics can now flail me.